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Friday, 11 October 2013

The beginning.

I have always known this. Its like a story unfolding at its own pace. All the while I had questions about being, about the existence, about life that we see and that we don't. Even as a child things around confused me deeply. The idea of existing and not knowing why we exist was and still is unconvincing. How is it that centuries of human life form on earth has not lead to knowledge? How is that even in the biggest and the most organized cities in the world there is chaos in very basics like health, wealth and security?

Well, as a human being of slightly above average intelligence (that we can record) it took me a while to understand or realize (or dare i say merely remember) that  the entire world belongs to us. We are a part of this world. The world is a part of us. The world is us. We are the world.

I came to this very slowly and it was not at all planned. Nor was it on my agenda to complete this task of solving the universe mystery. I was simply curious about things happening around. I was very self observant.All my thoughts had a head and tail. Anybody not treating me well I felt bad. Something inhuman happened around I had more and more questions. And let me say this, it was not at all uncommon. Bad things are happening around all the time. Rapes, forgery, wars, politicians and industrialists poisoning people (slow poisoning). All of this bothered me. I kept  seeking answers with open mind.

A few days back my sister in law Janhavi told me about Louise Hey. This woman has cured herself of cancer. When I first thought about it, I was like, wow good for her. I started trying out a little bit of her affirmations to say that I am beautiful and powerful. Of course I did not believe it. That is the way we are conditioned. We are told we are not perfect in so many ways. But then I looked at just one thing at a time. Different diseases happen to the body for different beliefs. If I have cold it means I have some confusion. If I have fever I have guilt for something. So I started addressing and understanding each of these amusing pieces of information. It turns out yes I was able to cure myself of different discomforts on various occasions.    
That got me thinking that the tissues in the body are molding  as per my thoughts. Its safe to say that my body is a reflection of my thoughts. Furthermore i am not going to explain what and how I believe this, but it turns out mass does not exist. All that is there is Energy. We all are pure form of energy originated from the same source. 
Now Earlier I though, Oh well, its a good story. Its nice. I mean imagine a beggar on the street and you come from the same source. The person you hate the most and you come from the same source. But it really hit me when i think about the little things. The way I look, the people I meet, The places I go is all my own creation. I make my life. I design it. And hence I can also change it now that I know that I actually can. 
It feels like i have just opened up. It feels like everything around me is a part of me. Like there are strings attached. There is just happiness. There is freedom. There is light. There is freshness. There is fragrance. There is this ultimate feeling of joy that I can not describe. 

May I remember this feeling all my life. May I discover abundance. May I light more lives. 

Here is a video that could elaborate :